I just started reading the blog of a woman who is in the process of adopting a baby girl. It is such a beautiful blog, so honest and so heartfelt. I have been reading it as if it were a book - so compelled by her story, so invested in her family, so inspired.
But what inspired me the most was not her heart for adoption. It was her fire and passion for God.
Something that I have greatly lacked in my life as of late.
This young woman writes constantly in her blog of falling on her knees in prayer, surrendering to God and wanting only to do His will. This is the kind of woman I long to be, but I know I fall so short.
I couldn't help but read her story and wonder what it is that God wants from me, specifically. What gift do I have to offer to this world that is special? That only I was created to give?
I want to do what I alone was meant to do and I want to be the woman God wants me to be.
I just have no idea how to start. I feel this desire of my heart burning so intensely, and I know it is what God is calling me to.
I just have no idea where to put my foot down for that first step.
Time to pray.
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